Acting Experience

Another few days to go for before my acting performance. Yah… I dunno what on earth I am doing such thing. What I know is do Laurer favour because she was begging me to act on this Hou Yi character for the drama that going to perform on 24th September for the celebrate of Mid Autumn Festival, one of the ancient Chinese celebration that never been missed.

I have been Andrew (my housemate) acted last year, and I guessed it wasn’t that hard because I roughly know the storyline. Of course include all those sweet word that they have been trying to pursue me to act, so I got my myself now in a big “acting” challenge.

Yah, challenge. It is challenge, there were many reason that I had mentioned before, but the ultimate reason is challenge myself to do something which I not comfortable with. If you know me well, act just wasn’t my “in-thing”. By accept this challenge was a hard thing to do. During the practice, I dunno whether I should treat it seriously or just “play-play” only. But somehow I keep telling myself that the challenge is here and this is how I always treat it… play-play. Of course I am not telling you that this acting will be something serious, but I am putting effort to accomplish my goal.

Most of the time when Laurer teach me some action that I felt not comfortable with, I always scream out in-side me –“God… what am I up to…. What on earth I am doing here, I can’t dance like that… I can’t act so macho, because I am not, and I am not that kind of person….” Well, at the end, I realise that this is what acting about. Is to push myself beyond my comfort zone and act like someone who I am not.

I still have another 3 more days to go before Friday… God help me!