Pancake for brekky
Had homemade pancake for brekky, with butter and honey!!! yum... of course i did myself. The weather just nice to sleep in but i can't... i hardly sleep again last night, i have no ideal what really poundering me. I guess i need to see doc already!

2 more days until the day for my graduation ceremony. I think i get more and more excited now. Knowing that this gonna be a big thing but i have to keep claim myself so that all the arrangement won't be mess up. Actually i am worry about my shirt, its raining today and i am scare that it won't be dry by thursday. Please, i need sunshine. My parent are coming. Ahh,...... got to start clean up my house already... this is the time showing them that i am not just finish study, but i had grown up and be able to take of myself... the best way to show this, it the cleaniness of my house. I got to start cleanning the kitchen, pantry, fridge, toilet, bedroom, wardrobes, lodge.....

Talking to my ex in msn just now... she is really nice gal. What really can't keep us togather is the distance, LDR (long distance relationship) required strong relationship, faith and trust. Why i said it hard because when i need her for comfort... she was thousand miles away. Seriousely, i speak through my experince, if can, don't ever try step in to this relationship. But if you already in, just hang on... because you never know the joy would be so big that you can conquer them. I am not talking about we lack of faith... but the time for waiting might be long. Planning to stay at aussie to work and she not really wanna to come over. She has to take of her grandma and mum as well... she such a lovely gal. We had been separate for 2 years now, and i really miss her lots. She always encouraged me things that i do especially in ministry. Not only full support, but sometime, she choose to do something for church togather rather then spent time togather alone. hmm... hardly to get this kind of gal nowadays. Probably that the reason why i am still single. :-)