Back to Life
1, 2, 3, …. 49, 50 and 51, that was the count of days since my last update. Hmm… am I slack or what? I not even can remember what happen to my life… ha! Its hard just to think back what had happen.

12 weeks of working life, I think I have change a lot. My perspective of living, I learned so much, sometime I still can’t believe that I am “adult” now (as we always thought that we are adult when we start working). Everything that we learn at Uni and for the past 2 decades, has eventually come to real now.

Remember when I was young, saving up my own expenses was something hard to do, but now… I have to discipline myself upon things that I wanted to do. Discipline is another issue in my life now, without discipline, I think I would be able to work well and got lots of praises from directors. I am happy how I achieve so far, but I know there so much more to be change become a better person.

There is one thing that I learn so far important to me. I sort of fall in love with someone who I think I know well. But after a while, it seem to be… funny, I treat her life stranger, somebody that hard to communicate with. I actually struggle to work out how much more that I need to change. Relationship is something that I am not good at. If and only if I listen to HIS words, loud and clear… I may not have to have this.

“I think knowing what you cannot do is more important than what you can do” –Lucille Ball