Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday
Just 2 more days, we are celebrating Jesus’ birthday. Well, I can’t say much about how He has been faith to us. Everyday before I prepare myself ready to go work, I always remind myself that I have to pray while I drive to pick up Rachel. Well, I did. Of course on my to Rachel’s work. But it is different the day I make a prayer before I start my work and the day I totally forgotten about it. How should I know that whether I make a prayer before that? Well, its depend whether at the end of the day, am I stress or not.

God has been so faith, no question. But I have been struggling myself to serve Him more. This is my problem… I felt so useless when I am sitting in my office and doing all those paper works that not really doing His job. I want to serve Him more, I want my life to be utilise by God’s work. Sitting at office, facing all my paper work, beside preparing the import products, chasing debtors and tidy up the account; nothing else that I do.

Year end celebration always came along with revolution. Sitting here, thinking about what God had done in my life for the past 12 months, I am speechless because there are so many. I am so thankful deep inside my heart. There are no words that could be express.

Just hoping that I could do more what I had done this year, so that His name would be famous then last year.

Jesus, I love you.

Time flies. Its has been long time that I didn’t logon, its just simple because I am so busy. Yup! You may be just wondering that what I am doing. Just need to let you now that I already got job. This is great. I learn lots in this job. Accountant, you probably think that it must be very good pay. But…. It is not. The amount of pay doesn’t really goes with the amount of work load.

I have a really good working environment. There are 6 of directors in this company. Everyone of them are friendly. There all from Fiji, of course sometime I am confuse because they speak Hindu to each other.

I have my own room… its just simple because I am accountant and I need private space to do my work. Own computer and my own internet connection. You probably think that its normal but it is not for me especially I just graduated and first job in my life as permanent staff. Clean table and I am going to put my photo on my table soon, just like those people have their photo of their love one on the table.

Having job and wanted to serve in ministry at the same time is hard. I have to take sometime out to serve and at the same time I have to take sometime out for rest. Be honest, since I start work here, I have not enough sleep. My heart is to serve in ministry and see those people grow in Christ. It is a joy that never could be express, only you did and you feel it. I do think of going full time, but how I am going to support myself. I guess this question was in those people serve fulltime ministry. Step of faith…

At this period of time, every single one of my friend away for holiday. Going home for holiday is the time for spirit to be refresh. I wanted to go home. I miss my home so much especially this year when everyone of my family member came back to Penang for Christmas holiday. Those who has been long time didn’t see and those who I missed, my sister.

I hope that this summer going to be alright as just 7 of us (Rachel, Nelson, Andrew, Melissa, Sureen and Evie) staying for summer. I hope that we encourage each other, we support in physically and spiritually. I hope as well that we work things out when things get harder sometime.

God, please be my side as well as my friends’